The Submissive Wife | Students Speak

“i

was thinking today and remembering how very afraid i was in the very beginning. i can’t even remember exactly when that was now...seems a long time ago but yet i can still remember some of those feelings. i had an overwhelming need and desire to trust but it took me a long time to really do so. Or, maybe it was i was afraid to trust myself as i needed to be, to be obedient to my disciplines? Whichever, i am so glad I did in the end.” –rachel

“i

want to thank this Project. i feel like I’m being selfish though. I’m gaining so much and feel that i am giving very little if anything in return. i can’t believe the changes i see in myself already as a result of this process. Before i came here, as much as i hate to admit it i was not really a very happy person. i had, most of the time, a sadness to me. This showed, i think, very much to the world around me. Since joining and starting my formation my whole attitude has begun to change. i just feel so much better about everything. i find that I’m starting to worry less and don't go at [my husband] with the force that i used to. i still worry, i don’t know if that will ever stop and [he] and i have our share of problems to work through, but i certainly feel that things are looking up. i always thought that being submissive was something i wanted in my life but have discovered that it’s not a want, it’s something that i need. And, in fulfilling that need I’m finding an inner peace that i was beginning to think i would never have. I’m starting to like myself again and i credit this Project with that.” –d.r.

“i

never thought i could do this. When i was first told what i would have to do, i thought, ‘omigod!’ i never even thought of some of these things but then i started to fantasize about them and THEN the process made them all come true. Now i don't think i can ever STOP doing this. i feel like the Project has revealed to me a part of life that i would never have experienced without this guidance. Without it, i would have had to sacrifice my marriage and my kids to cope with what i felt i HAD to do to be my true self. Thank You so much!” –wyldwyfe